walking along..
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jaded
havent felt so bleak about life since i was 16. if 2010 was light, my 2011 is looking quite grim.
i dont know if it’s a gift or what but i feel terribly sad and depressed over bad news. Japan’s earthquake, Death sentences being given, Freak accidents, the usual child abuse/rape/murder cases etc…it’s not even about me and i feel like my world is slowly crumbling (i know being dramatic here)
as i live each day, i am reminded by His grace and His constant love and mercy for me yet i STRUGGLE to give myself wholeheartedly to the only one who loves me wholeheartedly.
school work has been piling up but as i work through each assignment, i see a clearer picture of where i might be heading to in the future.
speaking of the future, who knows…who knows.. things always change. friendships change, perspectives change, priorities change…nothing is really constant in this day and weird-out age. i’m just too jaded to deal with all these changes that has already been happening.. sigh.
i need a day to pen down every single thought, plan and hope that i have and commit them to God. cos right now, it’s just too much for me to handle everything at one go.
until then, i am thankful for collin, glenn, addy, rach, ohana and my family who has been there every. single. step. of. the (unpredictable) way.
pin board
for the little things that i fancy..
and for procrastinating. teehee
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checklist.
laundry, CHECK. clean bedsheets, CHECK. vacuumed floor, CHECK. turn bookshelf into a textbook-and-readers-only shelf, CHECK. neat study table, CHECK. put away fiction and christian lit books, (*sobs) CHECK. dust-free and super clutter-free room, CHECK. exhausted arms, CHECK.
woo, time to start a semi-productive sunday evening with my books and thesis materials.
all systems ready to go!
cards
that will bring a huge smile/grin to your face even if it’s left blank.
and my favourite….
brilliant right?
more HERE.
mehness
i’ve been writing alot less these days.
i dont know why but i guess i am kinda at a point where i’m still struggling to come to terms with the stage of life i am right now.
graduating, drifting away from past friendships, thinking about the future that will hit me even before one can say ‘in 5 years time…’
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